I’ve been distracted this month by a very nice friend. Someone who seems genuine and makes me laugh.
I’ve also been let down by two of my friends this month. They make plans and then they flake.
I’m so scared of being let down I can’t let anyone in very far. I’m just scared.
Today I’m spending some time by myself enjoying my kids and avoiding everyone. I’m sick of feeling hurt.
I wonder if these people are just distracting me from my reality or if anyone means well enough that they want to be around long enough to see me through the hard times and gets to be there when I’ve come out the other side.